I’ve not been posting, as it’s far better to remain silent than to speak words of pain, anger, and frustration… things circumstantial have a way of bringing rise to my serpent’s tongue, if you get my meaning.
It’s beyond my ability to understand how many times an agency can lie to your face.. anyways, this is the reason I cannot speak of things, just now. We’re exhausted, extremely stressed, both sicker than ever with some flue (yay), so it’s clear that my judgement is somewhat compromised.
After waiting 10 days on that application to process, they finally called to say that there was still paperwork missing… and that apartments no longer available… and we still need to wait for an inspection, which God only knows how long that could take. They keep saying one thing and then just blowing right past their own promises, only to then make us feel as if it’s our fault that they can’t seem to get things done.
How does one describe the feeling of being overlooked, minimized, forgotten, undervalued, passed over, left behind, discarded by society, as no more than a burden to the world? I can tell you that these are my feelings, but I am unable to even begin to describe it’s toll on the physical body. Fortunately for me, while my body declines… my spirit is on fire!
I see His hand in the darkness, holding onto us, binding us to each other and to Him, so that’s how I endure… Jesus chose me before the foundation of the earth, died to make a way for me, and sits ever faithfully beside me, here in this wasteland… I am still NOT alone!
God Bless and keep all of you, my friends. I love you dearly and hope you are well.
Hugs
Journey With Me! 
Hang in there, I have found over the years that there are often stumbling blocks that appear to point you in a slightly different direction sometimes, its gives you time to step back and look at things a bit differently and get a different view and possibly see what is meant for you to have or the situation that He actually wants for you.
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Hang in there.
He will see you though.
Peace and love.
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Praying for you, friend! Hugs!
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Hi my heart goes out to you. I understand how you feel, am in the same kind of situation. I will be praying for you. We must believe God is in control and He knows what he is doing,even if we don’t understand anything. Hugs…
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My sympathies. Dealing with the powers that be can be frustrating. You’re in my thoughts. (hugs)
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Thank you, love (the hugs are so appreciated) 🤗
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Sending you strength and prayers. Stay steadfast—you’re not alone. 🙏❤️
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Hugs
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Hugs, my friend.
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I’m so sorry you’re going through all this, but your faith and strength are inspiring. I’m praying for you and your family. You’re never alone, God is with you always. Stay strong, my friend. 🙏❤️
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Thank you so much for the prayers, Willie! You’re such a blessing… hugs
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So sorry you are being messed about like this. I understand your frustration. Just hang in there. He will find you the place where He wants you to be.
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