Write a letter to your 100-year-old self.

I’m not exactly sure where or how to start so I am just gonna roll with it, and yes, I said gonna.  Somehow, putting thoughts or memories down on paper, I always struggled with trying to write in a way that satisfied all the learned Scholars out there.  Well, you never know, they might want to read something in the waiting room at the dentist or something.  I am at a point in our journey that I can simply write from my heart and let God do the rest. Well, buckle up Buttercup because it’s definitely gonna be a bumpy ride.

            Now, just because I keep mentioning the bumpy ride doesn’t mean it’s a bad thing.  It means you will be wide awake as I zig and zag like some of the best cats out there.  God and God alone could ever manage us because we might be small in stature, but within this vessel is a raging river of emotions, strengths, weaknesses and a love so powerful it’s a bit off putting at times.  We spent way too many years of our life trying to satisfy every other person’s requirement of us to be what they wanted, and the enemy used that to nearly destroy us.

            It is nearly the end of March 2023, and the last 4 years have brought us to what I refer to as our base line. God met us at our lowest and has begun building up a soul capable of seeing ourself and others in a loving and truthful way. We learned to see ourself and others through the Fathers eyes.  You exhausted yourself trying to be enough for everyone around you, while often feeling empty inside.  God taught you to love You, with all your flaws and failures, and the truths of yourself that made you  the way God intended.  The Father used our truths to show you how beautiful you are.  The only way for this to make sense is to tell you what brought you to that place where you could finally get up and walk on.  Just so that you know, you didn’t get there with any form of wisdom quickly, rather, it took you all of your 100 years to try to really let God hold you.  That is the truth of it!  He brought you this far, for just his purpose…when you see it, I will meet you there. 

Love Me.